SEMPURNA

Mengapa slalu saja
Kutak akan puas dengan
Yang kulakukan yang kupikirkan

Berdiri ku bercermin
Kumencaci dan memaki bayanganku sendiri

Yang tertawa yang terdengar
Slalu ada dan terlintas di kepalaku
Mengapa aku butuh pikiranku
Tak seperti yang kuinginkan

Kuingin sempurna seperti mereka
Yang slalu saja merendahkanku
Kuingin berarti kuingin menjadi
Sesuatu yang tak hanya diacuhkan

Apakah aku hanya kerikil
Yang terinjak dimanapun aku berada
Apakah selamanya
Aku akan menjadi sesuatu yang biasa
Apakah sempurna sesuatu yang tak mungkin ada di dunia
Tapi mengapa semua orang pun terlihat lebih baik dari diriku


Kuingin sempurna seperti mereka
Yang slalu saja merendahkanku
Kuingin berarti kuingin menjadi
Sesuatu yang tak hanya diacuhkan

CONGRATULATIONS,I HATE YOU

no one ever said that life was fair and I'm not saying that it should be
so knowing that you are where you want to be and I'm not comes as no surprise
but don't expect me to be happy for you
and don't smile at me and tell me things will work out for me too
I don't want your pity... I hate your pity

taste your vanity
its sweet bitterness as you hide behind your veil of my stolen hopes and lost dreams
you took them all
I watched you steal my thoughts and had to see you smile

as you build your dreams on my shattered hopes
I'll look back on a day once loved and fantasize for tragedy

swallow your pride

beg me to make this easier and listen to my hopeless cries

suffer alone in emptiness
I lust to see you swallowed by the mess that you left in your wake
disgust lies deep within your empty gaze

beg me to make this easier and listen as my hopeless cries
send stares into your meaningless eyes

my envy can't describe how I loathe you for having all the stars
leaving my eyes to marvel the sky knowing it should be mine
yet it's you I see wasting the dream that only I deserve
I'll tear off your face to see your smile

as you build your dreams on my shattered hopes
I'll look back on a day once loved and fantasize for tragedy

swallow your pride

beg me to make this easier and listen as my hopeless cries
send stares into your meaningless eyes

unanswered-suicide silencee

comel si dewa mabuk

tak tau kenapa tiba-tiba comel pun mengeluarkan jurus mabuk'y di dalam bis sekolah.

suicide silence

bring me the horizon

mars co3

Co3 komunitas anak smepsaka

Bersatu padu raih prestasi

Gegap gempita dalam satu suara

Teriakan smepsaka jaya

Hari-hari esok adalah milik kita

Co3 kebanggaan smepsaka

Kami ingin slalu di kenang

Di kenang warga smepsaka

Marilah sobat,mari kita kabarkan

Di tangan kita tergenggam cita-cita

Marilah sobat,mari kita nyanyikan

Sebuah lagu tentang kekompakan

Co3 beraksi

Belajar tuk raih prestasi

Tak kan mungkin melupakan kami

Smepsaka Jaya karna kami....

 kerenz abis dweh....
http://www.4shared.com/audio/_RuyO_H4/Killing_Me_Inside_-_Tormented.html

TORMENTED

For the last time
You waste my tears now
No more torment,But don't just say you've gone away
You tell a fuckin' tale(Swallow me and spit me out)
How do I get trought of this?(I can't stand it anymore)
Can, you, see, me...
Smiling when I sing this song
Right, now...
I just want to be alive
You know I was dying when you told me(That I'm not yours anymore)
You know I was dying when you told me(You're just playing and fooling around with me)
When the time she comes and wakes me(She comes and wakes me)
And when she bit my lips and kissed me there
And when she holds my hand and lives my life tonight(Live tonight)
When she said that she really loves me
Were the worst fucking days

I'm dying and bleeding of my past
I'm dying and bleeding of my past
Now slit my throat and let me bleed
Now slit my throat and let me bleed

Can, you, see, me...
Smiling when I sing this song
Right, now...
I just want to be alive
You know I was dying when you told me(That I'm not yours anymore)
You know I was dying when you told me(You're just playing and fooling around with me)
When the time she comes and wakes me(She comes and wakes me)
And when she bit my lips and kissed me there
And when she holds my hand and lives my life tonight(Live tonight)
When she said that she really loves me

But suddenly you came to me, and begged me to be yours again
Right now you're holding my hand but sorry baby, but all I can say is
No, hell no...!!!
Can you see the times grows older
She blew my dreams away
It's all done, the time is over
I don't know how to say to you

Can you see the times grows older
she blew my dreams away
It's all done, the time is over
I don't know how to say
The time is over!!!
The time, NO!!!